moral down

i'm just being myself,
maybe i'm not important in your life,
but, i'm trying hard finding the way,
the way to grab my wishes and dreams,

once i found the way,
i wish the you can give something to me
something that can motivate me
to achieve more and more..
not something that can 'kill' me.

maybe you didn't mean it,
for you maybe it's just a joke,
but, deep in my heart
it really hurts me.
so much.

=(

and now i know,
i still have my beloved family and friends,
who can always be my shoulder to cry on,
the place where i can always rely on.

And I want you to know,
that I'll take your words as a challenge,
making me stronger than before,
you can just wait and see,
I'll prove it to you.
one day, it gonna be success
as in my dreams.

whatever it is,
you're still my friend,
forever and ever.
just hope that ,
you'll be more supportive
as a friend should do.

welcome,baby!

just got a gud news from Malaysia..my cousin,Abg Oih and his wife Kak Wan will have their first baby 7 months from now.InsyaAllah. Hope everything goes well.
since they live in front of my house, sangat lah saya suka+gembira sbb bila balik nanti ada baby baru. (^_^)

congrats, cousins!

It's a girls' weekend

bcoz a picture worth thousand words..

lotsa things happened dis month and i didn't know wut to write about that...went to Gifu for Taikai Gifu(inter university football tournament),Aisha's place@Toyohashi and the Hari Raya celebration wif my beloved family here in Mie.
from left,above:

1.me with Dayah and Mimi@Saizeriya
2.Taikai Gifu
it'll be my 1st n last going to taikai gifu sbb frust gile xde org datang pun. just kami bertiga je girls from AAJ23 =(
3.Aisha's ice-cream pudding. nyum nyum..nak lagik!!!
4.karaoke@ Round 1.(aisha tgh wat performance) mantap2! 1.preparing Ayam Percik
2.makan2
3.the girls of Mie
4.photography session

also THANX to mimi n dayah for the belated birthday present. Lampu tidur yg sangat comel!!

NAGOYA

Semalam kuar jalan2 Nagoya ngan Aisha berdua-duaan. luckily both of us xde lecture smlm so just grab the chance to jalan2 amik gambar je kat Nagoya tu. pegi Wildflower Garden, n Oasis 21 je. naseb x baik sebab ms weekdays xde boat dr Meiko ke Wildflower Garden tu,so punah lah harapan nak nek boat dr situ.tp pegi gak la naik bas yang amik masa dlm 30minit dr Kanayama Eki.Garden tu xde la besar pun tp kitorang lama gak kt situ amik2 gambar. Taman tu cam taman hantu la plak (sebab ada theme Halloween sampai weekend ni :p),so byk la patung2 halloween ngan pumpkin kt taman yg banyak bunga-bungaan yg comel tu.
thanx aisha for the pics
Ingat nk gi Nagoya Castle (名古屋城)gak,tp dah tutup plak..nk amik gambar dr luar pun x nampak castle nya.Tapi yg bestnya kawasan kat Nagoya Castle bangunan nya cantik2.cam bandar klasik gitu! suka2!

Bila dah ptg sket, gi lepak2 kat Oasis 21, design yg futuristik bg aku..cantik sebab amik gambar dr situ dapat background Nagoya TV Tower. cam kat Eiffel kata aisha.wakaka.xpela x sampai Paris pun kita amik pic kt cni je la :ptanoshikatta! =D

isha chan otsukaresama deshita. Arigatou ne! (^_^)

owh lupe nk ckp, ku xtau plak Italia Mura kat minato tu dah tutup..huhu sungguh lah ketinggalan ketapi aku ni. rupanya dah kuar kat brita kan.(nmpak sgt x penah peduli pun apa yg jadik kt nihon ni). mmg la p italia mura tu x termasuk dlm plan smlm, tapi apesal dia dah tutup??!!! waaa sedihnya sbb aku x p lagik naik boat ala2 Venice kat situ. sgt lah sedih =( .
nak bancrupt pun len kali tunggu la aku p dulu.huh.

for more pics.klik sini

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new life II

got nothing to do today, so rs nak benkyou la nihonggo balik for the 日本語能力試験 Japanese Language Proficiency Test, kuarkan la segala nota nihonggo masa 1 nen dulu yg dah berabuk dlm store tu.Tapi sempat keluarkan je la, x benkyou pun. (at least ada gak progress kuarkan nota2 tu.)hehe.
sebab rs nk baca all the love letters zaman dulu2 (zaman2 skola la), so baca la semua nya. memula bc terasa sedih la gak, teringat janji2 manis yg tertulis, tp lama2 rs sakit lak. so sbb tu rs nk buang je kot. Alhamdulillah i got the strength to throw away ALL the letters and pictures..lagipun kisah lama, buat apa nk ingat2 lagi. ada hikmah di sebalik semua ni.
sampai gak masanya, sebab dah hampir 2 tahun berlalu baru nk buang.
actually, at first i intended to keep all the things for all my life, but somehow rs it's not fair for him. slalu la kawan2 ni soh buang semua menda, tp biasa la cek ni kan degil sket. :p

mimi: ko mmg xnak buang ke?
ai: x sampai hati la nk buang
mimi: kalo menda tu hilang ke org len hilangkan ke, ko kesah x?
ai: erm x kesah kot..tp x sanggup nk buang sendiri
mimi: kalo camtu nnt aku p umah ko, aku nk cari ngan buang
ai: eh ko jgn mi..

huhu

aisha: x patut la kalo dah ngan org len, tp dok ingat dia lagik
ai: tu la, tp susah la nk buang
aisha: xpa, nnt bleh la tu. kalo dah bleh buang nnt hg ckp kat aku na
ai: insyaAllah la. hehe

;p

my dearest frens,THANX for all the support.

RAYA as a small REUNION

4 Syawal 1429 = 4 October 2008, Saturday

picture's caption :

1.the boys @ my house
(fukek,belon,palie,paknat,renjong, che ru,ibrahim,redzuan,zu)

2. the girls@ my house
(Anis,Sit,Che Pa,Nieza,AmalFizah, me n Atun)

3. atun, anis, amal n I taking picture with anis's new boifren ^_^

4. makan2 @ nieza's

for more pictures

Raya Oh Raya

ALHAMDULILLAH. After 3 years, dapat gak beraya kat umah tahun ni.

Cam biasa, b4 raya, pegi la dok umah tok perlis 2-3 hari..bukak puasa ramai2..
tp raya kat Penang je, petang raya balik Perlis balik.seb baik la kampung x jauh mana. asek berulang alik terasa dekat la plak.hehe. best la bila balik kampung sebab ramai ada, semua orang balik beraya tahun ni. pagi tadi kitorang konvoi pegi umah sedara mara kat perlis tu..yg best nya DUIT RAYA la.byk gak la dpt.hehe xpela, ni dah masuk tahun2 terakhir nk dapat duit raya nih. bila dah keja mesti dah x dapat kan?=p

my family

ni pagi raya 1 syawal with maknjang's family

kami la anak cucu tok meliah ^-^ (2 syawal)

beloved sisters

Ok la

SALAM AIDILFITRI buat semua.

Maaf Zahir Batin.

p/s: kalo cek ada terhutang sesapa cakap k..kalo nk halalkan lagi dialu-alukan. =p

SALAM AIDILFITRI 1429

More AIDILFITRI graphics

mood raye

Dah nak dekat raya ni, maksudnya dah nk dekat la blk nihon. huwaaa sedihnya nk blk..abes dah ms relek2 kat umah la nampaknya.

Cam biasa nk raya, xtvt yg pastinya buat kuih raya la, ngan mengemas rumah. Tahun ni wat biskut cornflakes,tart nenas,biskut oat, coffee cookies(yg xde rs kopi pon),mazola, cornflakes madu, kuih siput,biskut arab. huhu sabtu lps wat ngan my cousin, tp bila hr skola wat sorang2 jek. xpela, dah lama x wat2 cookies nih. xde rasa nk mkn pun, yg wat tu pon x rs pun, just mkn sejenis 2 je nk rasa resepi baru. hihik.

Penatnya mengemas hari ni. tu pun baru bahagian atas. biasa la umah kampung nih susah benor nk menyimpan. huhu. tapi bahagian bawah tu hr selasa br nk kemas kot. sebab mlm ni dah nk balik kampung sampai hari isnin. tahun ni cam biasa raya kat Penang je. Petang raya baru balik Perlis blk.

Ok dah pkl 630pm. seb baik hari ni x yah masak (cam le aku yg masak hari2 =p) sebab my cousin kak wan wat kenduri bukak posa sket. so pegi makan je la japgi. hehe. owh not forget to say my adorable niece fatin dah balik sini. comey bangat!! nanti ku letak gambar dia kt sini. =)

ok gtg to umah mak njang(depan umah je pun. huhu)

till then. tata.

BOwLinG&BBQ

Sabtu lepas join Bowling Taikai Tokai yg diadakan di Gifu. Tahun ni kitorang dak Mie gi 6 orang je. terasa benar populasi semakin mengurang. =p.
Alhamdulillah..rezeki menyebelahi kami tahun ni. hehe setelah 3 tahun masuk, tahun ni dapat tpt 1st.yatta!!!!! dan yg paling bestnya kiroku untuk diri sendiri tercipta. 355 pin untuk 3 game. huhu wpon x la seterer mana, tp untuk diri sendiri dah cukup bgs. nombor 2 after kak Baity yg dpt 366 pin. すごくない？！\(^_^)/ alhamdulillah.Hari ni nye suhu masa gi pkl 9am camtu, 32C,malam plak 30C.~_~ panehhh Hari Ahad plak nk wat BBQ, so mlm tu gi la marinate ayam cam biasa. tgh mlm lak dah xtau nk wat pe, apa lagik, karaoke la. haha tp 2 jam je..cukup la tu sbb gi bertiga je. maybe last b4 exam ni. sbb pasni kna benkyou.
BBQ natsu kali ni wat kat Misugi.ni 2nd time aku gi Misugi ni. cam biasa je la, cuma panas sangat cuaca! ~_~

baiTo?

Hari Sabtu lepas hari last kitorang baito kat kilang dobi tu. awal 2 minggu la dr jangkaan. sebab keisya putih tu dah nazak. huhu. sorosoro sayonara la kat keta yg banyak berjasa tu. lagipun dah nak exam. kalo direpair keta tu tambah sket lagik bleh beli keta baru..so setelah dipikir2, pas balik bercuti ni nak beli skuter je la. sgt menjimatkan duit parking dan minyak. hihik. cam comey je nek gencha kan? =p

minggu ni byk sgt keja sbb kena saiteishutsu 2 report jikken.(-_- !)

movies again!

camprock
graduation

Movies marathon

not feeling so good today. sakit perut ngan rs x best.pms .so dr ptg, spend time ngan tgk movies
je since abes kelas ptg td. movie2 ni mmg best, x rugi tgk. =)

Alvin and The Chipmunks

what happens in Vegas

The Spiderwick Chronicles

new life

rasanya dah lama x menulis sumthing.starting from the end of last month,i started to work at cleaning factory located at matsusaka which takes approximately 25 minutes from here. this is my first time doing the baito (part time work)in japan. i hv to put the clothes into the dryer n then separate them according to the types of the clothes n also fold the futon n mofu.byk lak tu, berat2 la futon tu, kalo lama2 wat ni bleh kecik lengan.. hehe.ok,we'll see the result b4 nk blk natsu nnt.=p penat gak, keje kt tpt pns, n with the makcik2, rs cm kesian lak tgk diorang keje. tp dah tu keje diorang kan. huhu.baru tau camtu rupanya orang cari duit. insaf2..

semalam, went to an interview n test for the kateikyoushi at Tsu. just to cari duit lebih since keje as tutor tu cam byk gak income. xtau la camne, hv to wait for the call je dr ofis tu, bila ada student.

owh since last week gak, i started my jikken.kouzou zairyou jikken. erm, dapat lak group ngan sume bdk2 laki. the prob is, camne la nk wat repot nih. ponin den ni haa..dah la xde kako report.plus sume graf pun kna wat ngan excel. gua x reti! cuak2. td dah wat results experimen tu, tp yg lain2 belum. cek xtau la nk tulih apa..waaa..patut org cakap taihen nk wat jikken. jikken yg last week x yah wat report, so this is my fes time la. experiment tensile strength of the steel(鉄筋の引張試験)menguji sifat2 steel- kebolehan untuk meregang.

owh, most of my frens oredi finished their study n just waiting for the graduation day. waaa sgt jeles. congratulations to all my beloved frens,anis,zai,nadia kt utm tu and not forget to ijat, teman seemosi ms kt soksek dulu,yg dah grad dr vanderbilt U, US n just counting the days to go back to malaysia for good. owh, really proud of u guys. muahhhhxx. pasni, masing2 ada life baru. ye la, nk keja plak kan.=) anis told me yg dia dah start keja as asst.QS kat pulau tikus minggu ni. hehe cam x caya lak aku, kwn2 dah keja. dah besaq rupanya kita ni kan. kuikui. terasa masih muda belia. huhu
apa2hal, ganbarimashou!